Rosesoul, 45

I was born this way. It was no fantasy of being sired and I struggled many years wondering why I was so different. I had to figure it out along the way. I am not sure what details I want to share unless there is some trust but I think sometimes kin have never been the soulless ones. We are the ones that see more, feel more, hear more, and think more and deeply then the rest. We are as individualistic as anything can be. The intensity we take in on a daily basis takes its toll and we each have to figure out how to replenish ourselves to not just survive a walking /talking shell but to live awake. I've been asleep far to long.

So that aside lets all take a breath because I know already that hit home pretty hard and I will tell you a little about the past.

I've been poor, I've been rich, I've been homeless. I'm not undead, I have died twice and returned. I will always look younger then I am if I am taking care of myself. I'm a homebody, but need run wild spontaneously.

No I do not like being in the sun or heat unless I can find some shade or water to splash in. The two greatest loves in my lifetime are long dead. Of course I still hold them close.

I was married and divorced twice by the age of 27. I'm now a mother to two children that I were not supposed to be but I love dearly and fiercely nonetheless. I do think everything happens for a reason. I've had proof enough of that.

My adventures are not done and those who have felt the deepest of pains can understand the true heights of euphoria. I've been a nobody and I've been on TV but I need to wake up now. Like I said I have been asleep far too long.

Too those I get to connect with here and begin to trust I will share with who I am now but I think this is all I want to share at this moment.