Shadowhunter, 59

I'm single, and an introvert preferring solitude as opposed to mixing with people. I had a difficult time earlier in my life which in many ways shaped my isolation I would rather stay in the background and on the outer edge of circles of friendships. This is how i found myself drawn towards a darker side of my nature in fact as soon as i expressed this darker need to belong to something equally as dark, i found that people used me as a object of ridicule. This may sound a bit drab and a bit depressing these are my reason for seeking people who i believe understand the darker nature within life.