July 21, 2009
|Posted: Post subject: If this is love....
|I feel like a jewel sitting in a priceless crown
Never taken off its shelf,but sitting here gathering dust.
i feel like a wild beast sitting in a zoo,
always watched,never free,my every movement monitored.
I no longer have mine,everything is "ours" my books,my laptop,my money,my life.all dictated. don't spend ,don't go to school, don't do anything that doesn't involve him.
if i slip my cage he calls me every 20 minutes, if i put on my head phones he gets mad,says im ignoring him,if i take a nap he wakes me up,if i go to a friends he checks on me every 20 minutes. if i sit at the table on my laptop,he hovers right behind me,then he sits where he can see what im doing.
he reads my text's he answers my phone,he never answers his,because its always on vibrate.
what r u doing,where r u going, who were u with,how much did u spend,what did u buy,and on and on and on
i want to run,far and fast and screaming! leave me the f*ck alone for 5 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!