Broken

[fullmetal (deleted)]

My heart lay in tatterd shreds.
my anguish new no bounds.
How could I have been so terribley nieve??
Why did the sight and smell of him cause me to rule out common sense?
It caused a short circut in my brain.
the sight of him did funny things to my insides, when i needed my whits about me
I followed his path of lies,his trail of deciept,
to the very fires of Hell,never once saying No,never once believeing he would ever hurt me.
We were part of a team right?we had eachothers backs right?
terrible,sadley worng.....
his last words to me were ring... him-hello? me-hey! i just wanted to say bye
him- you have the worng number... click
my last words to him? ring...... him- hello? me- your an @ssh*le.... click
this doesnt convey the sob wrenched from my throat as i said Ass.
It was ended like that.
for him I dont knwo. for me. my hurt was deep.the power he had on me still strong. I wore his shirt untill it no longer smelled like him. and still my heart jumped at cars that looked like his.but sigh... I have moved on... No longer young and senseless .no longer ruled by hormones. now quiet ans inquisative,and only somewhat broken.
By fullmetal

[thelateatrhur]

`Sounds familiar and very sad to me. I just hope you're not too long until the "true one" will make himself known in your life.

[fullmetal (deleted)]

`thanks arthur... My heart is glad more than sad these days... thanks to all of you here! smiles*